Somebody's ringing the bell.
Someone's knocking at the door.
Somebody's ringing the bell.
Do me a favor. Open the door
And let 'em in. Let 'em in."
"Once when Jesus was praying alone, with only the disciples near him, he asked them 'Who do the crowds say that I am?' They answered, 'John the Baptist; but others, Elijah; and still others, that one of the ancient prophets has arisen.' He said to them, 'But who do you say that I am?' Peter answered, 'The Messiah of God'" (NRSV Luke 9:18-20).
As we enter into this next series exploring the question, "Who is Jesus?," I asked my class to share their earliest understanding of Jesus and how they came to know him. Before I let you in on the particulars, I have to tell you that the class is primarily made up of African American women, and one man (God Bless his soul). They range in age from their early 30s to late 50s, and I'm being a little cautious here. ;-) They come from all walks of life and backgrounds, economic, social, educational levels and denominations. Each of them have a mind of their own with the confidence that comes from living as an African Americans in a society that doesn't make it easy to get through an average day without wanting to reach out and touch somebody who has confused them with their great, great grandparents or worse, an enslaved ancestor.
So, the answer to the question, "Who is Jesus?" varied. "He IS my Lord and Saviour. He came and died on the cross for my sins so that I could have everlasting life." Praise God! "He watches over me and protects me. He supplies me with my every need." Umph, Umph, Umph.... "He is the Son of God and I must believe in him and only him in order to be saved." Halle-lu-yer! "He was my secret friend that I always talked to and played with. I don't know how I came to know him as Jesus, he just was." Wow! "He was a beautiful white man, with long luxurious blond hair, piercing blue eyes. He wore a wonderfully brilliant white robe and was always in the middle of a bunch of sheep and kids, standing in a garden with no shoes on" - wonder who that was? The next question I asked was, "Did you have the option to believe in him?" With only one exception, (Jesus was my friend), the answer was an emphatic "No!" The stories ran the gamut from getting terrifying looks from parents, to physical and verbal reprimands and admonishments, and even threats. We learned early in our development, that if we didn't believe in Jesus, that is, that he was Lord and Saviour and that he died on the cross for our sins so that we could have everlasting life, that we were going to Hell! Whoa Lawd! And although we didn't know what or where Hell was either, it was made clear to us that it was not somewhere we wanted to go - EVER!
So, it seems that most of us have come to know or believe in Jesus out of fear and trepidation. But it seems from the aforementioned scriptural passage, that this man called Jesus, wants to know what the disciples' personal experience is of him. "Who do you say that I am?" He appears to want to know what they think of him. I hear him saying, "I don't want to hear what the gossip is. I don't want to hear what others are saying about me, I want to know "Who do you say that I am?" For me, the question is essentially, "Who am I to YOU?" Next, how does a skinny, little, ugly, nappy-headed, black girl from "Podunk," Texas with a family history of picking and chopping cotton in desert like heat from sun up to sun down, white men and women, young and old, referring to her mother, grandmother, great-grandmother and great-great-grandmother as "girl or gal," come to know, love and have faith, not only in this Jewish Mediterranean peasant man who looks like the very people responsible for enslaving people who look like her, but who is also supposed to be Emmanuel - God with us? This man, representing a faith that justified the perpetuation of slavery for hundreds of years was forced down the throats of our ancestors, and our parents through beatings, rape, murder, lynchings, spiritual and theological indoctrination. But "US IS FREE NOW!" We've heard all the stories, the half-truths, the flat out lies, and yes, even the fantasies. We've heard who the crowds say that he is, so we know how we got here. But in order to answer the secondary question, we've got to get to know this man on a personal level. Can we? Shall we? What's that I hear?
"Someone's knocking at the door.
Somebody's ringing the bell.
Someone's knocking at the door.
Somebody's ringing the bell.
Do me a favor. Open the door
And let 'em in. Let 'em in."
© Dorinda G. Henry, 2010
THEOLOGIA HABITUS EST!